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From wikipedia:

Intuition is apparent ability to acquire knowledge without a clear inference or the use of reason.

It is "the immediate apprehension of an object by the mind without the intervention of any reasoning process"^[1]

Intuition provides us with beliefs which we cannot necessarily justify. For this reason, it has been the subject of study in psychology, as well as a topic of interest in the supernatural.


okay. so i hate my intuition.
its freakishly accurate man! 
dont ask me why, i want to know more too!
maybe i shall do some research when i have time.
or hopefully i can get into that psychology course, and learn more about it.

anw, sermon for youth service yestersday as well as for 2nd service was pretty awesome.
it really spoke to me.
i felt like both sermons were seriously directed at me.
it was what i really really needed to hear right now.
about the knots we have in life.
and FAMILY.

okay i admit i was a bit contemplative.
but, im fine. not "emo-ing" alrights. hah.

had lunch with Joyce and Yelin.
yeah, i realised how much we have grown.
from the chidish mentees who kept kajiaoing joyce,
to what we are now. talking more sensibly, sharing our problems and all.
Thank God for these two people.
Without them, i dont know what would become of me.
I'll probably just keep my innermost feelings to myself in church.

okay, im not saying they are the only people i talk to in church and am thankful for.
there's like a whole lot of people whom i really am very thankful for.
they're all a great blessing in my life.
people like. Chloe, Hannah, Jasmine, Samuel, David, Amias, Jocelyn, Weiming, Theresa etc.
they make church an even nicer place to be at.

OH! I think people like Theresa and David are awesome people.
i mean, they're like really encouraging.
simple things they say can really make my day.
like i really appreciate how Theresa never fails to say something nice whenever im on backups,
and i have to "take over" a part of a song.
She'll be like. "You sang really really well today/that day" or like "God has made you to shine" etc.
okay, it may not seem all that great to you.
but it means a lot to me.
like last weekend, i had a mild sore throat,
then i was pretty worried for sunday.
Then band debrief didnt go very well, so i thought i screwed up.
Thank God for David, whose words made me feel better.
and thank God for Theresa who said something nice yesterday when she saw me.
[she didnt get the chance to say on sunday]
i mean, like. simple stuff like that really makes me feel a lot better. really.

no offense, but some people really dont know how to think before they speak.
all that comes out are words that bring people down.
_ 's my childhood friend.
known her since i was pretty young.
she recently changed a lot due to peer influences.
but i mean, simple things she say really crushes my self esteem.
[not that i have a lot to start with]
i hate the name callings and the hurtful comments.
she may find it fun/whatsoever.
but no, it hurts. hurts real bad.
but nevertheless, she's still a awesome friend.
nobody's perfect.


13weeks. save me.

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YO PEOPLE.
my parents are out somewhere,
and i can FINALLY go swimming after 2weeks.
GOODNESS. talk about all my fats piling up.
i believe some poor guy has fainted on some street seeing how fat i am now.
tsktsk. anw, swimming was GREAT.
it totally lifted my spirits. hurray to the endorphins.

OH, did i mention the whole pool was filled with GUYS?!
i was the ONLY girl there please.
i totally didnt want to be seen in my swimsuit. [its not a bikini/something close. STOP THINKING]
but i did go down eventually. i cant be bothered.
after swimming like 9 laps. [1lap = swimming across and back]
this weird lady came into the pool. she swam half a lap, to where i was.
then she SMILED TO HERSELF, CLAPPED HER HANDS, and then GIGGLED AT ME.
then she started to swim across.
i didnt know what to think. is she mad or just plain weird?
so i started to swim across too.
when i reached the end, i searched for her BUT she's still in the MIDDLE.
and she still can laugh at me!
thankssssss ah. i may be fat. BUT IM VERY VERY FIT PLEASE.
so i waited for her to swim to me.
AGAIN she smiled and giggled. i was like. uh.. wth? is she mad?
so i waited for her to start swimming across first. then i followed.
again, i reached the end alr, she's still in the middle-.-
retarded. so much for laughing at me.
so this time, i swam across first.
she started to follow me. [wth, she thinks its a race-.-]
apparently, this time i swam a full lap [back and forth.]
but by the time i finished,
SHE BARELY FINISHED HER FIRST LAP.
heh, THANKS FOR LAUGHING AT ME ONCE AGAIN.
maybe youre happy that i can swim fast.
I could seriously tell she was pissed alr.
cause she no longer smiled or giggled.
instead, she got out of the pool and left.
hahahha, I WON. =D

okay, i sound so mean or proud-.-
sorry if the message got across that way.
i meant to bring out the point that she shouldnt have laughed.
ohboy, yes. SHE  SHOULDNT HAVE LAUGHED.


alright, one more thing to add.
i still dont understand why so many guys are so..
[not referring to any guys i know in real life, they're all brilliant, awesome dudes]
i mean, there're so many guys who randomly adds people on friendster, msn, whatever.
and then they barely said 20 words,
then they ask to exchange number.
some are worse. they ask you to be their girlfriends.
uhm, hello? whats the point in having a girlfriend you dont even know, what more love?
i mean, they're all getting the whole BGR thing wrong.
it isnt just about the status you know?
i so rather remain single than date a random guy who for all i know may turn out a PERVERT.
goodness. please get this in your head.
THE DESPERATE WAY YOURE ACTING AINT GETTING YOU NOWHERE.

Life comes and goes. Its just THAT fragile.
Its either we chose to live happily or let sadness envelop us
I know its full of shit, but thats life for you.
i guess its all those trials that we face that helps mould us into a better person.
[yes i know you have heard this at least 912823425 times, but its TRUE, no doubt]
Each time we face a setback of some sort, 
most of us tend to had this mindset that everything is over.
there's no point in living anymore.
there's no way we're gonna get out of this mess.
Maybe if we stopped and think logically,
we'll just realise that God is always there for us.
He will provide a solution to our problems.
and we'll just grow both in faith and as a person.

1 Corinthians 10:13 says "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it."

And, James 1:1-3 says "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." 


P.S. Samuel, you'll get over this, i promise.
Nothing's too big for God to handle.
Im sure he'll grant you the wisdom to settle this in the best way.
Like how you once told me, life is still good as long as you live in the right light and the bright side. 
Cheers Bestfriend! =D

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i think they're the ultimates.
just watch and listen.
i bet your jaws will like, drop.
[im not saying they're the best/they're not the best. im just impressed by them]

YO.
hahah. alrights.
i woke up at 9+ today and thought that it was EXTREMELY EARLY,
considering that i fell asleep at around 4am.
so i went back to sleep.
and whaaaala! i woke up at 1230. -.-
how uhhh.. early.
so i was basically behind schedule because i was SUPPOSED to wake up early,
and head somewhere where i can study till around 5plus.
but apparently, i woke up super late. how nice.
so i took a bath and was about to head out.
then the laptop has to come calling me
"karennnnn, KARENNNNN. Come to meeeeee. Come.."
and so i went. hahah, okay that's super lame. -.-
i didnt expect anyone to be online so i just checked my email, and was studying the worship roster.
apparently Sam was online, so we were talking and i got so carried away.
at 2pm, i was like. WHAT IM SO LATE, CRAP.
so i hurriedly said bye, and zao out of the house.
it looked like it was gonna rain, so i ended up studying at block3 of my estate.
so AT LEAST if my parents came down, they wont spot me.

MAN, THE RAIN WAS SO HEAVY, THE WINDS WERE SO STRONG,
i was struggling to keep my head on.
what more my papers and books.
i was practically freezing there.
THANK GOD FOR MY HOODIE, or i'd have froze there.
hahahha, the rain stopped. but the winds didnt cease.
but i managed to study =)
but i got distracted at around 4.
i started msging jasmine, then she later called me.
so i was practically super distracted. HAHA.